Sometimes in life there are times when one has to say goodbye. I think that I have reached one of those moments in my life.
Sometimes life now, it is extremely hard to let go. Maybe it is because I am so use to having this person in my life and I have grown to be comfortable. After all it was two years that I had this person in my life. Maybe I should start to let go because it is only causing me more pain to hold on. It seems that I harder I hold and looser my grab on my emotions and mind become..
This is even starting to affect my school life. I am finding myself thinking that other things are more important when in reality I know that school is one of the most important things in my life right now. It only comes second to my health. Even that right now seems to now be doing so well. I have been so stressed and I can not sleep at night. When I finally do fall asleep if I get woken up I will not be able to get back to sleep.
I know that I right thing to do for myself is to let go. Then why are my feels pulling me a different why? Why is it so hard?
Its kind of funny when I think about it because I know that no matter what months from now I will not feel this way. I know that I will be okay. It will probably suck when I think about it but the pain will not be there.
That's the great thing about pain. It can never reappear like sadness or happiness, when you think back on a memory or an event. It is because pain is only a temporary thing.
Pain, sadness, and happiness are all emotions. If pain is a temporary thing, does that mean the other two are temporary as well?
ReplyDeleteTalking with another student this week about the power of the mind, we discussed how you focus determines where you energy goes. For example, if one dwells on pain, one's energy is more likely to be painful... AND if one's thoughts dwell in happiness, one's energy is more likely to be happy.
Where are your thoughts today?